July 2012
5 posts
“living in the moment, keeping my heart open while im only 17.”
– Mandy Moore, 17 (the song brings so much, non-existent memories.
“i wonder where this all will lead me to.”
– c, will it help if i see the final destination?
“and the biggest truth i can never say is that i am enjoying the publicity that...”
– c, true love doesnt exist.
June 2012
5 posts
“im tired of the world’s bullshits. can’t i get some honesty in here?”
– c, why cant we just tell it just as it is?
“and one of my life’s greatest ironies is that the trust - that i can...”
– c, stuff i cant post on twitter but would probe deeper into one day
“i keep on trusting and getting attached to the wrong people.”
– c, rollercoaster feelings
“i refuse to depend on outside forces to make my day or night interesting or...”
– c, lil fighter
“why yes. this never-ending drama has been going around for about 12 years now....”
– c, still?
December 2011
2 posts
“and suddenly, im not so sure anymore. the intensity has died down but i dont...”
– c, on certain things
“im so exhausted w how the world has turned shallow…to the point that...”
– c, the real deal since twitter has always been an appetizer.
November 2011
37 posts
“you asked for my words, i gave you my thoughts.”
– c, it is never fair
“wow.”
– c, le wintour of the house
“a boy would tell you that he loves you but a man will show it.”
– jaden smith/justin bieber cover, thinking about you
“it is a great relief that my manager gives me happy vibes and inspires me to be...”
– c, i normally dont talk about the workplace in general but let me break the rule just for now
“Do you not think so far, ahead? Cos I’ve been thinking about forever.”
– Frankie Ocean, Thinking About You
“and we’re back to square one - as blank as it has always been.”
– c, let’s just get this over and done with okay?
“ever felt so frustrated knowing something just isn’t right and you know...”
– c, growing up pains
“there are so many things that I want to tell but can’t in writing. i dont...”
– c, that is why it is better to hang out in person these days
“baby, these butterflies, they never lie.”
– janet jackson ft kanye west, my baby
“There is a big difference between letting go and giving up.”
– c, moving on to the next page
“must master the art of hiding excitement.”
– c, no longer wants an easy giveaway
“Last week when I learned that my Retreat Director will hold a talk in Greenbelt,...”
– c, sometimes i wonder if im transparent enough. not once have i received a feedback that im too…calculating with what i say :)
“Excitement is crucial in my life. It sustains my thirst for more! What makes me...”
– c, when i say yes, you have my word that all my focus and attention is yours..for the moment! kaya siguro i get branded as a snob when im out
“is it just so wrong to believe in the improbable?”
– c, random
“i really have this not-so-hidden-anymore desire to deactivate my facebook...”
– c, ironic ‘no comparing to my last night’s post?
“so theres this girl who suddenly went dramatic in a span of ONE MINUTE. shes all...”
– c, in fairness fumafacebook sya tonight
“getting the hang of having that almost-unbreakable focus when working. next...”
– c, 1/10 of a boss
“We spent our childhoods playing games, were they all just primers for the games...”
– Carrie Bradshaw, SATC Season 2
“i have this rule of not wasting my effort anywhere (blog, twitter, wherever...”
– c, when i say i dont care, i really dont.
“i like it that three months into it, i still go to work each morning feeling...”
– c, happy working bee like a boss
“i want a temporary escape.”
– c, memories
“We openly campaign against animal cruelty, esp dogs and cats and whales, but...”
– c, seriously
“What if I drop that extra i in my chaii? I dont think I need it anymore.”
– c, how many Is can one have?
“i remember my chica prof: ever so chica. i remember how dreamy id get during her...”
– c, the chica prof that shook my world full of bubbles
“i cant help it that im bursting with positivity and happy vibes.”
– c, and i just cant help smiling. do i even deserve to be happy?
“that is so my chick. i wanna be like her!”
– c, hero worship le wintour of the building
“i know, for sure, there’s a big, deep reason why things dont always go...”
– c, impatient and restless
“Re-evaluating status.”
– c, on the perennial discourse between a want and a need, on happiness and fulfillment, on life and love.
“i cant talk and i have to deal with this. for now.”
– c, can you imagine? you cant because you werent in a silent retreat w me.
“my phone is screaming for it to be replaced. i want but i do not like...”
– c, can i get cheap apples and blackberries? something that i can drop often, throw into a wall when frustrated, or lose somewhere and not WORRY AT ALL?
“Unable to recover from the swarm of memories and unanswered questions that heavy...”
– c, where are you?
“i looked at the date, read an entry dated a year ago and realized, shit.”
– c, define pain.
“this is a sign. im taking these off.”
– c, pertaining to her retainers.
October 2011
34 posts
“Can you get to your future if your past is present?”
– Carrie Bradshaw, SATC 